I and Chen who continue to meet secretly in a relationship back street has made a sad cry mama and

I wiped bright red lipstick that just kupoleskan on my lips. Does not fit, it feels weird. I prefer the soft colors and natural. Should I wear nude color alone, I thought as he opened the dresser drawer, searching or rather ruffled drawers naturalku lipstick collection. Before I found what I was looking lipstick I accidentally found a photo tucked in there.
Chen. Looks like I forgot to get rid of it. Anganku faraway remember the story two years ago .... I could not understand. After what we experienced during this time, you want to break up? "Chen said with a surprised look on his face, do not believe it and want to be angry, all mixed together.
"I'm not an exaggeration, is not it? I say it is, An "Chen replied my words again. This time the expression on his face grew sad. Looks like I told him he was disappointed excessive.
"You think so?" Okay, Chen hundred percent ndia correct. I know, we both have been through a lot. I'm always trying to close the eyes of the curious stares of people who seemed to say why I want to have sex with Chen that they consider to have been 'wasting' children. I let those rumors, because I knew they were wrong. Because not desire Chen, he can not see his son.
I and Chen who continue to meet secretly in a relationship back street has made a sad cry mama and papa would not talk to me again. Aah, why do parents always believed in circulating the news without the desire to know the truth? And we who have promised to elope, if my parents do not approve of us as well.
"Chen, I always fight for our relationship, you should know that. But I also promised myself that this struggle would stop until the Lord specified limits. And ... I'm a heavy sigh before continuing my words. Chen, until this is where my limit, I can not go on anymore. "
"Ren Shu, whilst staying at my house for labor affairs and incidentally he has no relatives here, while the family lived in a faraway place. So do connection between our problem ndia with it." I replied defensively.
I wrung the photo to shape again and then threw it into the trash. Bye Chen, I said to myself. After a while back on the memories of the past, I continue ndia applying ndia lipstick. After perfecting my lips, I'm on the second sweep of blush on my cheekbones. ndia Kumelirik glance toward the wastebasket, where I threw Chen photo just now. Is this really the best way for us both Chen? I muttered ndia a moment in doubt.
"I'm not ngebela ... well, just face it, An. Limit what you say on that is related to Chen Shu Ren is not it? "Ask her carefully, perhaps scared me offended. I paused for a moment to hear her speech.
Shu Ren. From some guy who had stopped and so my beloved Shu Ren is just that my parents were able to melt the heart and managed to get approval for a relationship ndia with me. Their only daughter.
Sunny Sunday morning, as usual she asked me to accompany him to play basketball. An, I have news for you. What news, Ith? Quickly tell me do not make me curious! Faith sighed briefly ndia before the start of the story.
"As the former girlfriend? The girl who had run away when Chen would be responsible for the child? "Seems pekikanku only grew louder, her ears to cover the hole with your index finger.
"An Alleby not run away, he was exiled because of his parents at first opposed their relationship as well. But Chen said, finally Alleby parents approve. Maybe they were sorry for her grandson. "She continued.
She patted my shoulder. "I'm not happy he's not willing, Ith. But we're only a month break, in fact I still ignored him and I do not know at all if he was back at his girlfriend's former Alleby. And now suddenly he wants to get married? "
She hugged me "An, never mind ..." he said. Finally I let my tears in the arms of Faith. A friend who is always there for me. I'm trying to let Chen of my life. Why am I so selfish? ndia Did not I who decides he?
I took the bone white dress with embroidered detail waist section of the closet. Accidentally a purple scarf that hung next to fall to the floor. I picked it up, my chest vibrate. It turns out that there are still traces of memories tucked in almariku Chen.
"An ndia Hui, I know you must be surprised to hear who is married. ndia But, aaah ... never mind. who .... no longer suitable to live with me besides him. And with so I could stay with my son, right? "Said Chen smiled. ndia I think Chen j